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Bitter Fornicator by ~Rynnaxus:iconRynnaxus:



Make it stop,
Make it all go away,
Don't want to see it anymore,
Definitely don't want to feel it anymore

It's driving me mad,
Tearing me down to the deepest pits of void

I don't want to do it,
Never dreamed of walking on top of this fleshly cathedral
An anarchy of delusional morality based on freudian exceptions.

Don't want to punish those who couldn't understand what they're doing,
Don't want to annihilate those who are already dead,
Don't want to become a part of this

But they are all around us
I can't stand their senseless words,
Those lies beating to their hearts of loss,
Of an innocence never kept.

A pulse only
To force my breath weary,
To pull my shell down haling in
All the possibilities
Of a minute prey

A second and so many possibilities to strike down
Regardless of age, gender, race and mind
They are all the same when it comes to this

No matter how hard I try not to bend down to this hunger
It eats me from the inside tearing itself out
To feed on whomever it finds within that damned fraction of time.

Can't take it anymore,
It's the thing that makes me turn against my kin,
It's the mere part of me that keeps on living.

Oh lord why have you created predators between your precious flock of sheep?
Why do you keep tormenting us with this crimson need?
A bloodlust older then anything you dared to create!

Oh Lord
Forever it burns- until it will murder my sensory memory
and that bit of individuality closed within each cell.

I hunger...bleed
I burn!
©2007-2009 ~Rynnaxus
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Wow. That's really powerful. I'm not sure if I get what it really means but I definitely get the feeling of a difficult internal battle.

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I really cannot understand why people choose to ignore the "ART" part of deviantART
It's in fucking capitals!
How can you miss it!?

*The-Shadowed-Angel
~jaded-reflection
~kapari
Thanks :)
Actually it's a riddle for me too. I get bumped more and more into this impulse...to strike down at people x_0

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"Like a flame burning away the darkness
Life is flesh on bone convulsing above the ground."
-E. Elias Merhige

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